Am I willing to do this now?
Is it even necessary?
What would it now look like? Would it be a matter of letting go of rather than adding on to?
Where am I with submission, discipline, obedience? Two types of discipline... one that's imposed upon me... one I don't do well with... and one that I decide into... in a 3rd Step sort of way... one I intend.
I'm loving this retreat and think I'll go on a hike.