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Sunday, December 14, 2014

Thinking of leaving my A.A. group

Yeah... I had a recent falling out with the group guru.
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I'm sick of his shit obviously and just don't think we have anything more to offer each other.
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I'm not in a position to stay there and sort of free lance so to speak... which is what I desire to do now.
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I don't feel like I need to belong to any group.
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I feel like I can do with or without A.A. to be honest.
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I certainly don't feel fear nor regret in backing off.
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I think there are some sick fucks in A.A. doing weird things to themselves. I don't think one A.A.er can harm another too much.
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You have to sign up for letting another person screw you over.
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I just don't buy I to the victim/liberal bullshit.
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For this reason, I could never be a good anti/ex A.A.er.
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We'll see how this goes.
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I'll keep y'all posted, even though there is no longer a y'all out there.

Friday, October 10, 2014

Inventory

Just finished a 4th step and 5th stepped it. Took me about 5 weeks to write it and 5th step it. Now doing 8 and 9 as I continue on with 10 11 and 12.

Friday, October 3, 2014

The lessening of the stigma of being an alcoholic?

Bullshit. . . For any alcoholic, drinking booze is unacceptable behavior.
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Period. End of story.

Friday, May 30, 2014

What's wrong with war stories?

Seems like some folks in A.A. can't reconcile a qualification with what the book is telling us to do. If we're not talking about how we drank booze, what the fuck are we supposed to talk about? .
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The weather? Our fiscal strategy? The solution and how you ought to do steps like us winners? .
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Now, embellishment is quite another matter. Who are you to say another is embellishing their drinking? So what if they are? The next guy is lying by omission. When the truth is spoken, it is known by all. But to label all talks about booze as war stories is unproductive.

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

... what WE were like, what happened, and what WE are like now

Why do people always say, "... what IT was like, what happened, and what IT is like now"?